How Worship Lifted Me

Are you in a situation? One so severe that nothing seem clear. To you everything and everyone is against you, everything has just not been working for you no matter how hard you try or how much effort you put.

I was there only of recent. It was so much so that I couldn't cope. Every possible human calculations tend to negative. In short all hope was just lost.

Doctors said I only had 10% chance, and very limited time, but I couldn't cope.

Want to know how I scaled through, what I did? 
I remembered what He said, but it was still so heavy that I couldn't pray. 

OF COURSE IT WAS DARK,  BUT I REMEMBERED AND SANG THE SONG "BROODING" (you are brooding over every darkness, you caused your light to shine on darkness...). 

While still singing I remembered His Promises. 'No evil shall befall me...', 'I shall not die but live...', '...Surely he shall deliver me from the snares of the fowlers...' And many others. 

I had flashbacks how men have failed me again and again and have not fulfilled their promises. Then I thought to myself is He a man that he should lie or the son of man that he should repent? Immediately the song  'Na you be God' followed (you no be man oh,you no dey fail oh...).

At this point they weight of heaviness on me was lifted I felt reasonably normal as if nothing was ever an issue ' I also sang 'Covenant keeping God'.

 I also sang 'Way Maker' (I didn't know how he'll do it. But felt convinced He'll do it.). Analytical all was not well but I felt everything was OK and taken care of. Today I can sing ' Made a way' ( I don't how but he did it he made a way...) And Naraekele (take this praise).